I Fell For The Wrong One

 Hey Guys,

I decided it is time to start talking openly about my greatest lesson in life.

He was my greatest experience and my most, favourable lesson.

I was fine with being a secret but his actions around it would hurt my ego a little. Even though he would propose for us to meet, it would frustrate me because everything was for him and he would show very little effort. Very unbalanced. Sometimes it was like we were both spiting each other. If one was happy, the other one wasn't.

Sometimes, we meet people for a reason and maybe we have to be the lesson for them; in order for them to evolve and grow as a person.

But for some reason, I became so fascinated with you. You were my strongest addiction. Like a magnet; I was constantly drawn to you.

I believe that one day we will meet again briefly, but in the meantime, I will not put my life on hold for you.<3

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